I am still his mistress ...

Yes, I am his mistress and will forever be his mistress. He owns me and has me in his control. I am his beck and call girl and I shall please him in all ways I could.

A typical sugar daddy - mistress relationship? Yes to majority but the only difference between us is there is love. We love each other to the bits and if the impossibilities between us are non-existent, I think we will be the perfect couple meant for each other. However, the impossibilities are real. We are not meant for each other in matrimonial aspects. Sometimes I would cry at the cruel joke God plays on me. But then again, this happens in every day lives. The person we love most are usually taken or dead. The happiness we always yearn for are far beyond our reach. Miracles happen only to a minority and dreams come true to people who are born lucky.

The grass is always greener on the other side....