Sat – 22 Oct 05
I was late welcoming him at the airport. Bummer!
He kissed me so hard, I stopped breathing for a good 10 seconds and my breasts nearly popped out from the hard squeeze! LOL
We had an emotional love-making (twice!) once there were no more disturbances from the hotel staff. Spent the next few hours cuddling and catching up. He dozed off for about half an hour before we got ready for our dinner. I was out by the balcony having a smoke and pondered upon how my life is gonna turn out and why am I fated to live such a shitty life. It’s not as if I’ve not tried my best in getting the best, but things turn out all the wrong way for me everytime. As I looked down from the 22nd floor of Raffles The Plaza, I actually visualized how it’d feel to jump out of the balcony! OMIGOD! What a thinking!
Anyway, I scrapped that thought outta my mind and went in to get ready. This was actually the first time I actually “prettied” up for my birthday. Felt strange.
While we were getting ready together, he asked me if I want to open up the presents he got me. I was sure it’s something really special and I was right. A pair of earrings and a necklace encrusted with white and green precious stones. They were beautiful and best of all they matched the dress I was wearing that night. Told me how he walked past the store and retraced his steps to take a second look. Seeing that they were green (it being my favorite color) he did not hesitated buying them. I thought that was really sweet.
Reached Shangri-La and we were one of the earliest diners. We had a magnificent view of the city area from where we were sitting. Both of us had a glass of champagne to start off the dinner (which I found out later in the night costs nearly $30 a glass!!) and when the menu came, my heart skipped a beat. I had difficulty reading the menu cos my eyes were fixated on the VERY high charges!! A plate of salad costs nearly the same price as that glass of champagne! Felt really embarrassed about the whole thing …
He conversed in French throughout the dinner with the restaurant manager and it was freaking difficult for me to understand cos they were speaking very fast. ARGH! I really need to buck up my French!!
With good music from the piano and a good bottle of wine, we had a thoroughly good dinner. At 9pm, the jazz musicians were ready to croon us and the first song was a birthday song. I was searching around the room for that special table when the jazz singer looked at me and smiled and as I turned to face him, there on the table was a cake with a single candle. That was a lovely surprise! What a stupid girl I’ve been, thinking that it was someone else’s birthday celebration there! He had it all planned all the way from Germany when he made that reservations. That explained the French conversations between him and the manager! Ah! How could I be so ignorant to this! I couldn’t control myself anymore and tears rolled down my cheeks. This was indeed a memorable moment for me.
We took a walk after dinner and ended up at Fernhill Road where we took a cab back to our hotel. I suggested having some drinks at City Space, where I first poured out my life story to him. Had a great time there just reminiscing about our lives. For the first time, he smoked cigar and that I thought was quite sexy. Teased him the rest of the night till we retreated to our room. Started our lovemaking at the balcony where we gave each of us oral and I bent over and let him penetrate me while we both faced the Esplanade and Marina Square buck naked. I was moaning so loudly I can bet the other guests could hear from the rooms above and below us. It was so exhilarating to be able to hump in the open air … (damn! If only our room was facing the other hotel rooms … )
Nevertheless, we had a whooping fantabulous whoopee that night. I came thunderously countless times. He was bathed in his own perspire once we ended.
On the whole, we had a wonderful night and I had a wonderful 28th birthday.
Sun – 23 Oct 05
We missed breakfast cos I slept in till 11am. Was awaken with him rubbing up against me. Hmmm … the rest, I leave it all up to your imagination …
Met the kids at the recreation area where we all had lunch. Gosh! We were really famished. Had fun watching the kids having fun and we finished off the outing with an ice cream treat. Sent the kids off and I dozed off in the cab while he was all fired up on the phone with his dealer.
“Bad.” I thought judging from his tone when he spoke to his dealer.
I suggested having coffee somewhere cos he did told me to remind him to get some VCDs for his daughter. But he waved me off. GRUMPY!
However, we spent the next 2 hours watching Pretty Woman and some wine and another round of sex. Had some salad to sustain my hunger cos we’ve agreed to meet “E” for dinner at Lau Pa Sat.
I was stuffed after dinner … tummy was bulging out and I looked ugly …
Yikes!
And I was stuffed again when we returned to the room … stuffing from the back! I tink I rocked the whole floor down! .. LOL
While we cleaned up in the shower (he had another erection in less than 5 minutes after ejaculation!!), I casually mentioned to him “You did not by any chance popped that little blue pill, did you?”
Why I asked is cos he seems to be getting it up more than usual comparing to younger men (this goes back all the way to our first meeting). I was stuffed to the max alrite! Lucky thing is I never get tired of sex … If not, his hard-on(s) would have been wasted.
Mon – 24 Oct 05
The alarm rang and I continued sleeping until he whispered to me to wake up. Dragged myself outta bed, took a shower and got ready by 0700hrs. We had breakfast at the lounge and off I went to office. Throughout my journey in the cab, I kept thinking about him. Damn! I miss him!
The day in office was shitty. I couldn’t wait to get my ass outta the office. We had planned to meet my friends for martinis at Morton – The Mandarin Oriental. We had 2-3 martinis each and I had, I think 6 steak sandwiches!! Was feeling rather high when we left for dinner at Marche. He got me another glass of wine and I had my salad and soup. Dessert came in the form of my favorite – Bread and Butter Pudding. I was heavy-tummied soon after …
We proceeded to sing out our frustrations at a karaoke joint and he sang for me Strangers In The Night which I love so much! We said our goodbyes to our friends at 1am and returned to hotel. That night was a “clean” night. He told me the next day that I was mumbling to sleep about my daddy and that I slept like a baby. He had the urge to go down on me and give me a good lick but refrained when he saw how tired I was.
Tue – 25 Oct 05
We had a quickie before he went for his meetings. We came together and after cleaning up, he left. I was left alone in the room and I didn’t like it. Thought of going down to the pool but the weather changed soon after I got outta the shower. Bummer! Made up my mind then to start running my errands early so that I can return to room early to meet him.
I returned a little bit late cos I was traveling via MRT here and there. He was all smiles when I came through the door. Told him I’d like to have a drink and some snacks so we went up to the lounge. Had a good time talking and laughing. We returned to the room and we made love so good, I kept asking for more stuffing in the back! Ah! He definitely knows how to satisfy a woman.
I did not sleep over cos he’ll be flying off early the next morning. So once I’ve packed my stuff, we went down for a late dinner and he sent me off at the hotel lobby. Tears rolled down when the cab moved and I waved him goodbye with such a heavy heart. I don’t know when we will meet again and that is what I hate most.
He’s trying to get a flight back from Jakarta on Thursday so that he can spend more extra time with me before flying back to Europe on Friday. Please, God, make it happen. That few extra hours would mean a lot to me. I’ve gotta keep my fingers crossed.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
PERFECT!
Yippee!! Found the perfect dress for tomorrow’s dinner!
It’s not the typical little black number.
I’m gonna surprise him …
Now that I’ve found the perfect one, I’ve to figure out the shoes and accessories!
Shucks!
Anyway.
The next 23 hours till he arrive will be torturous!!!
It’s not the typical little black number.
I’m gonna surprise him …
Now that I’ve found the perfect one, I’ve to figure out the shoes and accessories!
Shucks!
Anyway.
The next 23 hours till he arrive will be torturous!!!
Of love and hatred ...
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Dear God,
Why did you take my father away from me 17 years ago?
Why did you ripped the only love I had from my life?
Why did you choose him out of so many others?
Do you know how much I am suffering right now?
Do you know how much I miss my father?
How could you be so cruel to let a young man leave his children all alone in this cruel world?
How could you let me grew up without a father?
How could you let me suffer now?
Dear Mom,
You shut me out soon after Dad died.
Never once you showed how much you love me.
You got me into depression and didn’t offer a hand at all.
I hate you!
Dear Dad
You left me on July 19th, 1988.
I was only eleven.
Nobody cared for me since then.
I have never stopped thinking of you.
The only picture I have of you is now tattered and torn.
Once in a while I would take out that picture.
“My father was a handsome man.” I would say to myself.
Then I would ponder upon how would my life be now if you are still around.
I pictured myself running to your arms every time I am having a hard day.
I pictured you consoling me and guiding me to the smooth path of life.
Every night since you left me, I would cry to sleep cos I miss you so much.
I miss all those nights you cradled me to sleep.
I miss your kisses and hugs.
I miss your smile.
I miss you, Dad.
Why did you leave me Dad?
Dear “G”
I met you when I was in need of a father, a friend and a lover.
You came into my life and took the roles of all three.
In you, I was reminded of the times I spent with my dad.
In you, I found a friend who is sincere and put me on top of other priorities.
In you, I found the love I lost years ago.
What we have between us is like a forbidden fruit.
I treasure all that you have done for me.
I love you.
Dear God,
Why did you take my father away from me 17 years ago?
Why did you ripped the only love I had from my life?
Why did you choose him out of so many others?
Do you know how much I am suffering right now?
Do you know how much I miss my father?
How could you be so cruel to let a young man leave his children all alone in this cruel world?
How could you let me grew up without a father?
How could you let me suffer now?
Dear Mom,
You shut me out soon after Dad died.
Never once you showed how much you love me.
You got me into depression and didn’t offer a hand at all.
I hate you!
Dear Dad
You left me on July 19th, 1988.
I was only eleven.
Nobody cared for me since then.
I have never stopped thinking of you.
The only picture I have of you is now tattered and torn.
Once in a while I would take out that picture.
“My father was a handsome man.” I would say to myself.
Then I would ponder upon how would my life be now if you are still around.
I pictured myself running to your arms every time I am having a hard day.
I pictured you consoling me and guiding me to the smooth path of life.
Every night since you left me, I would cry to sleep cos I miss you so much.
I miss all those nights you cradled me to sleep.
I miss your kisses and hugs.
I miss your smile.
I miss you, Dad.
Why did you leave me Dad?
Dear “G”
I met you when I was in need of a father, a friend and a lover.
You came into my life and took the roles of all three.
In you, I was reminded of the times I spent with my dad.
In you, I found a friend who is sincere and put me on top of other priorities.
In you, I found the love I lost years ago.
What we have between us is like a forbidden fruit.
I treasure all that you have done for me.
I love you.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Oh Puhleeze!!! Wake up to reality!
I am not looking forward to my birthday anymore. Yeah, it’ll just be dinner and whatever else with him. I’ve cancelled that super tiny gathering with my close friends on Monday. This is one of the cons to being a mistress, he will never be comfortable amongst your friends. So to avoid that awkwardness, I’ve cancelled it. Yeah, so I won’t have a moment with my friends but seriously who cares? I can have a meet-up with my friends after he leaves. Dun need a reason for a meet-up session with friends. I mean, it’s just a freaking birthday and I’m turning twenty-fucking-eight years old. With my sad life and always living in a fantasy world, deceit and hypocrisy, there really is nothing to celebrate about.
So it’ll just be dinner on Saturday for me from him. Once he leaves, it’s back to reality world. A world of hardness, bitterness and hatred. My career sucks. I’ve got kids to support and bills to pay. I’m earning shit right now. Not only I’ve taken a 45% paycut with this new job, now the company is slashing staff salary’s by 20%. Peanuts are what I’ll be bringing home from now on unless I find another well-paying job.
Rejections are always the same:
Maybe I should take some pointers from those escorts’ blogs that I’ve been reading. Hmmm… I mean, I enjoy sex, so why not enjoy it and get paid for it at the same time? I give good head and I enjoy play-pretends. Ha ha!
Anyway.
Life is so fucking short, I’m gonna play hard.
Fuck with all that’s happening around the world or to be precise – around my world.
I dun have any fucking concern anymore.
Whatever happens, let it be!
I dun fucking care anymore, cos I’m turning 28 and this is my fucking new resolution.
I’ll just fucking accept whatever is thrown in my lap and be fucking contented with it, bad or good.
So … HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME!
So it’ll just be dinner on Saturday for me from him. Once he leaves, it’s back to reality world. A world of hardness, bitterness and hatred. My career sucks. I’ve got kids to support and bills to pay. I’m earning shit right now. Not only I’ve taken a 45% paycut with this new job, now the company is slashing staff salary’s by 20%. Peanuts are what I’ll be bringing home from now on unless I find another well-paying job.
Rejections are always the same:
- You are overpaid in your previous job
- You don’t meet our requirements in terms of education and language
- I have fresh graduates who are willing to take the job with a small pay
Maybe I should take some pointers from those escorts’ blogs that I’ve been reading. Hmmm… I mean, I enjoy sex, so why not enjoy it and get paid for it at the same time? I give good head and I enjoy play-pretends. Ha ha!
Anyway.
Life is so fucking short, I’m gonna play hard.
Fuck with all that’s happening around the world or to be precise – around my world.
I dun have any fucking concern anymore.
Whatever happens, let it be!
I dun fucking care anymore, cos I’m turning 28 and this is my fucking new resolution.
I’ll just fucking accept whatever is thrown in my lap and be fucking contented with it, bad or good.
So … HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Hmmm ....
Was disappointed at the club scene in Singapore last nite. It used to be so much fun 10 years ago, now it’s just crappy.
Ten years ago, club hopping on Wednesdays were so much fun for the ladies. I mean, apart from the free entry and drinks (which are usually diluted and crappy .. ha ha … but it’s even crappier now!) for ladies nite’ we also got to dance to different music genre and meet different group of people. It’s not about the free drinks or free cover charges, but it’s cos on Wednesdays, you can see groups of ladies just out having fun jumping from one club to another. Now, you dun see all that…. Bummer!
Last nite, my two friends and me decided to club hop (it’s been a fucking long time since we actually go club hopping and we thought of reviving our old days where we used to have fun watching other people get drunk and wasted ) since it’s ladies nite but it was such a big disappointment. We went from one club to another, music was playing, drinks were flowing but everywhere was EMPTY! The 3 clubs we went to were all empty, with only 3-4 patrons drinking by the bar and another 2-3 on the dance floor. We were like thinking, where were all the ladies? Where were all the independent woman who used to have so much fun with one another? Not only the clubs were empty, the streets were empty too and it was only midnight!!!
We ended the night and each of us retreated to our coves… I fixed myself some shots at home and I got drunk alone watching crappy soap dramas … Bad choice! Bad hangover! Bad girl! ARGH!
Anyway.
Now I’m typing this with a throbbing aching on the left side of my head (should anybody piss that side off, he/she will definitely get a good lashing from me) and thinking about him. Monday is my birthday and he has sent me an email contemplating about meeting some of my friends for my small birthday chill-out session. Looks like I’ve to cancel the whole gathering. I mean, hey, if he’s uncomfortable, wouldn’t I be uncomfortable too? So as not to create a racket out of it, might as well cancel it. I mean, there’s always next year and the next year when I hit the BIG THREE … maybe then I should have a bash! NOT!
He’ll be in a meeting these two days. Won’t be able to text or talk much I guess. I’m sure he’ll be knackered by the time he is here on Saturday. Will try my best not to tire him out. Wink
Ten years ago, club hopping on Wednesdays were so much fun for the ladies. I mean, apart from the free entry and drinks (which are usually diluted and crappy .. ha ha … but it’s even crappier now!) for ladies nite’ we also got to dance to different music genre and meet different group of people. It’s not about the free drinks or free cover charges, but it’s cos on Wednesdays, you can see groups of ladies just out having fun jumping from one club to another. Now, you dun see all that…. Bummer!
Last nite, my two friends and me decided to club hop (it’s been a fucking long time since we actually go club hopping and we thought of reviving our old days where we used to have fun watching other people get drunk and wasted ) since it’s ladies nite but it was such a big disappointment. We went from one club to another, music was playing, drinks were flowing but everywhere was EMPTY! The 3 clubs we went to were all empty, with only 3-4 patrons drinking by the bar and another 2-3 on the dance floor. We were like thinking, where were all the ladies? Where were all the independent woman who used to have so much fun with one another? Not only the clubs were empty, the streets were empty too and it was only midnight!!!
We ended the night and each of us retreated to our coves… I fixed myself some shots at home and I got drunk alone watching crappy soap dramas … Bad choice! Bad hangover! Bad girl! ARGH!
Anyway.
Now I’m typing this with a throbbing aching on the left side of my head (should anybody piss that side off, he/she will definitely get a good lashing from me) and thinking about him. Monday is my birthday and he has sent me an email contemplating about meeting some of my friends for my small birthday chill-out session. Looks like I’ve to cancel the whole gathering. I mean, hey, if he’s uncomfortable, wouldn’t I be uncomfortable too? So as not to create a racket out of it, might as well cancel it. I mean, there’s always next year and the next year when I hit the BIG THREE … maybe then I should have a bash! NOT!
He’ll be in a meeting these two days. Won’t be able to text or talk much I guess. I’m sure he’ll be knackered by the time he is here on Saturday. Will try my best not to tire him out. Wink
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Countdown
Counting down to his arrival this Saturday.
Can’t wait to see him. I wanna hug him tight and plant lotsa kisses everywhere on him.
I can’t wait for the weekend to start – for all the whoopee we’ll be making, for all those laughs and smiles of him, for the day out with my kids and him, and for everything about him.
Need to pack my stuff for the weekend. Will pack a nice piece of lingerie for him. Tonight, I’ll be going for my regular waxing. He loves it when it’s bare (I wax not for him though, it’s personal hygiene and I can’t stand hair down there). Hee hee …
He called me just now from Melbourne airport. Flying back to Sydney. Said he missed me and he can’t wait to see me. His one and only precious babe is waiting for him and I know he will give me a birthday I will never forget. His presence will be the most precious present to me.
Bummer!! I’ve yet to pick out a nice dress to wear for Saturday’s dinner. Drinks will follow after and I am sure the night will start with a sensuous kiss and end with explosive orgasms! Wonder what’s in store for my birthday? … Hmmmm ….
Anyway.
I spent the whole day today not doing work but reading blogs! Yep! That’s what I said. I did not work but I spent office hours to read my favorite blogs. Ha ha ha …
I’ve got 2 more hours before knocking off. So excited about his arrival, I refuse to touch any of my work on the desk. Instead I’m writing this blog. Ha ha!
Maybe I should continue writing about Mr. B and his secretary …. Hmmm ….
Can’t wait to see him. I wanna hug him tight and plant lotsa kisses everywhere on him.
I can’t wait for the weekend to start – for all the whoopee we’ll be making, for all those laughs and smiles of him, for the day out with my kids and him, and for everything about him.
Need to pack my stuff for the weekend. Will pack a nice piece of lingerie for him. Tonight, I’ll be going for my regular waxing. He loves it when it’s bare (I wax not for him though, it’s personal hygiene and I can’t stand hair down there). Hee hee …
He called me just now from Melbourne airport. Flying back to Sydney. Said he missed me and he can’t wait to see me. His one and only precious babe is waiting for him and I know he will give me a birthday I will never forget. His presence will be the most precious present to me.
Bummer!! I’ve yet to pick out a nice dress to wear for Saturday’s dinner. Drinks will follow after and I am sure the night will start with a sensuous kiss and end with explosive orgasms! Wonder what’s in store for my birthday? … Hmmmm ….
Anyway.
I spent the whole day today not doing work but reading blogs! Yep! That’s what I said. I did not work but I spent office hours to read my favorite blogs. Ha ha ha …
I’ve got 2 more hours before knocking off. So excited about his arrival, I refuse to touch any of my work on the desk. Instead I’m writing this blog. Ha ha!
Maybe I should continue writing about Mr. B and his secretary …. Hmmm ….
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
My race and citizenship
Let me straighten this confusion.
I had a comment posted thinking I’m from Indonesia.
Sorry for the confusion – here goes …
I am a Singaporean of Indonesian ethnic – Javanese.
Dad was born and raised there whereas I was born and raised here.
So there you have it – I am a Singaporean and proud of it …
And those stuff I wrote about Mr B and his secretary and the sequels, whatever else are just fantasies playing on my mind about my lover and me … don’t confuse them with the real happenings that I have with my lover.
Thanks, Marcus for the compliments!
I had a comment posted thinking I’m from Indonesia.
Sorry for the confusion – here goes …
I am a Singaporean of Indonesian ethnic – Javanese.
Dad was born and raised there whereas I was born and raised here.
So there you have it – I am a Singaporean and proud of it …
And those stuff I wrote about Mr B and his secretary and the sequels, whatever else are just fantasies playing on my mind about my lover and me … don’t confuse them with the real happenings that I have with my lover.
Thanks, Marcus for the compliments!
Ooh La La ...
“Get out from the car, remove your knickers and bend over. I wanna have a quickie before we go for the meeting.”
Obeying him, I removed my panties and holding the passenger seat for support I bent over. There I was bare-bottomed in the car park of an office building. Mr B was very busy this morning that we did not have our usual wild romp in the office. He was tied up calling his dealers and arranging for this sales meeting that we are attending in 15 minutes.
He walked over to my side and got me to wet his hard on which I caused while he was driving us here. I was horny and I knew he was too he kept looking at me. I fooled around and started to suck my middle finger to arouse him. That’s when he hot that massive hard on and here I am bending over to welcome his dicky into my warm cunt.
“We gotta make it quick, darling. We’ve a meeting to attend.”
“Take this, you horny slut! Take it deep in you!”
Wham! Bham! Thrust! Thrust!
“Ah! Ah! Mmmm … Mmmm … Yes Mr B, ram it it harder. Fuck me! Fuck me hard Mr B.”
“Oh yeah! Oh yeah! You wanna cum together?”
“Mmmm … Mmmm … Ah! Ah! Ah! Yes! Yes! … Ooh …”
I felt his warm juice trickle outta my pussy as he pulled out his dick. He spanked me hard before we cleaned up.
“Come on. Put on your skirt and let’s go.”
As we walked away from the car, we noticed the vigilance camera pointing directly at our parked car. Hee hee … Bet the security had one hell of a show!
We were outta the meeting in an hour and drove off to his place to rest. It was a quarter to 5pm so there is no point for us both to return to the office. We had a light dinner and some wine and skinny-dipped in his pool. As the evening darkens, our mood heightened and soon we were all over each other on the day-bed by the pool. We had none of those kinky stuff, instead all we did was regular straight sex and it was good. We gave each other good oral sex and ended with magnificent orgasms.
“Let me take pictures of you here. I’ll go and get the camera.”
While waiting for him to return with the camera, I was feeling horny again and decided to pleasure myself. I rubbed at my clits and squeezed at my breasts. I arched my back as I came and the tingling sensation traveled everywhere on my body. Little did I realize that Mr. B was all the while snapping my photographs. He captured my body glistening wet from the pool arching back as I came and captured the lusty look on my face as I came.
“Hmmm … You are beautiful! Come on! Let’s take more photographs.”
Spent the next hour posing for him in both artistic and pornographic poses. We retired to the bedroom and spent the rest of the night cuddling each other to sleep.
Obeying him, I removed my panties and holding the passenger seat for support I bent over. There I was bare-bottomed in the car park of an office building. Mr B was very busy this morning that we did not have our usual wild romp in the office. He was tied up calling his dealers and arranging for this sales meeting that we are attending in 15 minutes.
He walked over to my side and got me to wet his hard on which I caused while he was driving us here. I was horny and I knew he was too he kept looking at me. I fooled around and started to suck my middle finger to arouse him. That’s when he hot that massive hard on and here I am bending over to welcome his dicky into my warm cunt.
“We gotta make it quick, darling. We’ve a meeting to attend.”
“Take this, you horny slut! Take it deep in you!”
Wham! Bham! Thrust! Thrust!
“Ah! Ah! Mmmm … Mmmm … Yes Mr B, ram it it harder. Fuck me! Fuck me hard Mr B.”
“Oh yeah! Oh yeah! You wanna cum together?”
“Mmmm … Mmmm … Ah! Ah! Ah! Yes! Yes! … Ooh …”
I felt his warm juice trickle outta my pussy as he pulled out his dick. He spanked me hard before we cleaned up.
“Come on. Put on your skirt and let’s go.”
As we walked away from the car, we noticed the vigilance camera pointing directly at our parked car. Hee hee … Bet the security had one hell of a show!
We were outta the meeting in an hour and drove off to his place to rest. It was a quarter to 5pm so there is no point for us both to return to the office. We had a light dinner and some wine and skinny-dipped in his pool. As the evening darkens, our mood heightened and soon we were all over each other on the day-bed by the pool. We had none of those kinky stuff, instead all we did was regular straight sex and it was good. We gave each other good oral sex and ended with magnificent orgasms.
“Let me take pictures of you here. I’ll go and get the camera.”
While waiting for him to return with the camera, I was feeling horny again and decided to pleasure myself. I rubbed at my clits and squeezed at my breasts. I arched my back as I came and the tingling sensation traveled everywhere on my body. Little did I realize that Mr. B was all the while snapping my photographs. He captured my body glistening wet from the pool arching back as I came and captured the lusty look on my face as I came.
“Hmmm … You are beautiful! Come on! Let’s take more photographs.”
Spent the next hour posing for him in both artistic and pornographic poses. We retired to the bedroom and spent the rest of the night cuddling each other to sleep.
Sigh ...
It’s been 3 days and he has yet to call or text me. All I’ve received was an email telling me he’s flying to Melbourne today and meeting me in Singapore on Saturday. There is so much to tell him but I guess by the time we meet, I would have forgotten all about them! Sigh
The cons of being a mistress …. SIGH
The cons of being a mistress …. SIGH
Monday, October 17, 2005
Where is he?
He flew from Europe to Sydney on Sunday.
Up till now there’s no news from him and he didn’t text me at all on Sunday.
I am sure he’s mad with me cos I was bad during the weekend.
I was in a bad mood and grouchy on Saturday.
Didn’t talk much and now I’m missing him so much.
Where is my love?
Up till now there’s no news from him and he didn’t text me at all on Sunday.
I am sure he’s mad with me cos I was bad during the weekend.
I was in a bad mood and grouchy on Saturday.
Didn’t talk much and now I’m missing him so much.
Where is my love?
"The Meeting"
We left the office amidst the weird stares by work mates. They are well aware now that what Mr B and me have behind closed doors are cold, hard sex and I am sure they are dying to get into the action. Their ears must be aching by now with all those screams and moans and those banging sounds they hear almost every day. And with only 7 of us in the office, it’s difficult to keep the sexcapade under wraps. Ha ha! I have no intention anyway to keep it a secret!
Anyway, we are now in his car traveling to god-knows-where for his “meeting”. As soon as we drove off from the office building, he told me to position myself on the passenger sit to face him and part my legs and using his free hand, he began to tease my clits with rubbing and pinching.
“Ah! That explains why he didn’t want me to put on my knickers…”
It doesn’t take long to arouse me and soon I was wet enough for him to slip in a spare vibey that he kept in his car.
“Pleasure yourself, darling. Are you ready for more actions?”
“Yes Mr B. What other actions do you have in mind?”
“Just wait and see. You’ll know at the meeting?”
“Hmmm ..Mr B. You sure have done a lot of homework.”
“Anything to please my slut … You’ll love it. I can guarantee on that. Now, carry on playing with your toy. I can’t wait to see the look on your face later.”
“Thrilling … wonder what he’s up to …”
“Ooh Mr B. Look at me now. I’m gonna cum. Ah! Ah! … Ooh … ooh …”
“Yeah, you slut. Enjoy it … we are reaching now. Tidy up and pull down your skirt.”
We arrived at his home, a 2 storey bungalow with a sprawling lawn and a dipping pool at the back hidden by high walls. I have been to his place lots of times, I practically live here!
I knew in an instant this ain’t a business meeting! I’m sure it’s gonna be something really fun. By now my pussy is numb from all that rubbing in the office and the car ride.
“Go up to the master bedroom and wear what I’ve laid out on the bed and wait there till I come up.”
Hmmm ….
The bedroom was illuminated in red light making it feels so erotic. There on the bed was a lacy red teddy, garter belt and red pantyhose. The teddy has cut outs where my pussy and my tits are. I put it on without much hesitation. Oh! Mr B has so much fun stuff up his sleeves! Our sex lives are injected with so much fun day by day.
“Are you ready, sweetheart?” He hollered from the living room.
“Yes Mr B. I am all ready. What do you want me to do?”
“Make yourself comfortable on the bed. I’m coming up now.”
He was buck naked when he opened the door and jumped on me straight away. We began with a kiss and it moved on to him fondling my tits that are now peeking out shamelessly from the cut-outs.
“You ready for a whole night of pleasure, baby? I’ve planned this for so long and I’ll have all this on tape for our own viewing pleasure.”
“Any time you are ready, Mr B”
He moved to the side of the bed and produced 3 red ropes.
“Whee!! Bondage .. this is something new …” I thought in much anticipation.
Was told to move down to the end of the bed. He bend my legs and began tying up my ankles to each bed posts. Next he pull both my hands up and tie it up tightly and pulled the balance of the rope to the end of the bed frame. He tied it up to a hook he’d fixed on the wall. I am now stretched like an inverted “Y”. He then fixed his video camera on the tripod in front of the bed and moved towards me.
“Now, we began …”
He licked me from top to bottom, not missing an inch of my body. Squeezed my tits and played with the nipples while he eat me hungrily. He teased my raw, clits with his tongue and sucked at it earnestly. I was in ecstasy and writhing in so much pleasure that he spanked me to stay still.
“Ah! Mmmm .. Mmmmm …. Ah! Ah! Mr B. Your slut’s gonna cum!”
He continued sucking at my clits while I came. It was the most thunderous orgasm ever!
“You want more?”
“Yes. Give me more. Give me a whole night of pleasure, Mr B.”
“Oh, definitely my sweetheart. You opened up a whole new chapter in my sex life. I will definitely make it worth for both of us. I worship your sexuality and your hot body.”
“Thank you, dear. That is the sweetest thing.”
He now moved up and pushed his dick in my mouth. It’s difficult sucking without getting to hold it but soon he was moving in momentum guiding me. He’s humping my mouth instead of my pussy. He pushed it deep till I nearly gagged. He then turned and began to eat me all over again … we did the “69” and were both enjoying it very much. I came again and couldn’t scream cos his dick was in my mouth. He didn’t cum though and moved away once I’m done.
“Baby like it?” He whispered as he moved down to suck on my tits.
“Yes, darling. That was awesome.”
“I’m not done with you yet.”
He stood up and disappeared into the closet. I saw myself on the tv screen and was captivated by my position on the bed. Everything in the room was illuminated by the red light he fixed, it looked so sexy and erotic.
Mr B came out wit a tube of lube and began lubricating my pussy and my ass. He began fingering both crevices and before long I was moaning loudly and screaming when he teased my G-spot.
“Baby, are you ok?”
“Oh yes, dahl. It feels so good.”
“Get ready for more, cos tonight you won’t be able to rest at all.” That stunned me!
My tits were grabbed and sucked at and I was feeling really helpless being tied up and not being able to do anything. Then suddenly I looked up. There sucking my tits ain’t Mr B. Mr B is still busy fingering my pussy and ass!
“Hope you don’t mind my friends joining our party, darling”
Can’t utter a single word but I was definitely enjoying the company.
“So this is the “meeting” that you were mentioning just now Mr B?”
“Yup. Surprise! I know this is one of your fantasy, you slut. I read what you wrote in your journal. Are you happy?”
“Oh yes, Mr B. So excited!!”
“Let me introduce. This is John. The other one at the video is Max and the other one getting ready in the other room is Len.”
As soon as his name was mentioned, Len walked in. I realized all of them are well-hung like Mr B and they all have hot bods! Definitely gonna be a night of lustful pleasures!
“Alright! Let’s get the party started. Max, you can leave the video on its tripod and enjoy yourself over here.” I said.
Soon, I had John sucking and playing with my tits, Mr B licking my clits, Len’s dick in my mouth and Max was busy wanking himself watching all the actions.
John then moved down and slip on a rubber and slip his well-endowed dick into my pussy. He was thrusting it in full force and I could only mumble my moans. Mr B then began to untie the ropes and I got into the full swing of actions.
I got Len to lie down and I ride him while at the same time I am sucking Max long dick. Mr B was sucking on my tits and then I felt John guiding his dick up my ass.
I now have four men pleasuring me from all angles. What more can I ask for?!!
The studs are now rotating and giving me orgasms after orgasms. I was made to be on my fours and I had Len’s dick in my mouth now. Mr B began to spank and pull my hair. He then shoved his dick in my ass and got Max to lie on his back and eat my pussy. By now, my pussy, butt cheeks and breasts has turned nasty red. I began to enjoy the pain inflicted on my body now.
Mr B came first then all the rest ejaculated at about the same time. I had juice all over my body, face and hair. I was a mess and all these were recorded on tape. Oh Man! It’s definitely a night to remember!
We all collapsed on the bed and dozed off for a good hour before I was awaken with someone guiding his dick in my pussy. I was immediately turned on and before long all the rest woke up and we moved our actions and not forgetting the video camera to the huge bathroom where we all did it in the tub under the warm shower.
My pussy, ass and mouth was filled up most of the evening and I kept asking for more. Surprisingly these men are able to get it up whenever I asked and yes, I didn’t waste the chance.
We christened the kitchen, the living room, the bathroom and finally the dipping pool. It was so much fun having 4 men satisfying your needs. We lasted the whole night and when we woke up the next day, we were all so tired and worn out.
Had lunch and after washing up, Mr B got the guys to watch the video of us and the guys never get to leave for the next two nights. And yes, you can say I was definitely one satisfied bitch!
Mr B promised more surprises in the near future providing I stay loyal and obey his demands.
Wink
Anyway, we are now in his car traveling to god-knows-where for his “meeting”. As soon as we drove off from the office building, he told me to position myself on the passenger sit to face him and part my legs and using his free hand, he began to tease my clits with rubbing and pinching.
“Ah! That explains why he didn’t want me to put on my knickers…”
It doesn’t take long to arouse me and soon I was wet enough for him to slip in a spare vibey that he kept in his car.
“Pleasure yourself, darling. Are you ready for more actions?”
“Yes Mr B. What other actions do you have in mind?”
“Just wait and see. You’ll know at the meeting?”
“Hmmm ..Mr B. You sure have done a lot of homework.”
“Anything to please my slut … You’ll love it. I can guarantee on that. Now, carry on playing with your toy. I can’t wait to see the look on your face later.”
“Thrilling … wonder what he’s up to …”
“Ooh Mr B. Look at me now. I’m gonna cum. Ah! Ah! … Ooh … ooh …”
“Yeah, you slut. Enjoy it … we are reaching now. Tidy up and pull down your skirt.”
We arrived at his home, a 2 storey bungalow with a sprawling lawn and a dipping pool at the back hidden by high walls. I have been to his place lots of times, I practically live here!
I knew in an instant this ain’t a business meeting! I’m sure it’s gonna be something really fun. By now my pussy is numb from all that rubbing in the office and the car ride.
“Go up to the master bedroom and wear what I’ve laid out on the bed and wait there till I come up.”
Hmmm ….
The bedroom was illuminated in red light making it feels so erotic. There on the bed was a lacy red teddy, garter belt and red pantyhose. The teddy has cut outs where my pussy and my tits are. I put it on without much hesitation. Oh! Mr B has so much fun stuff up his sleeves! Our sex lives are injected with so much fun day by day.
“Are you ready, sweetheart?” He hollered from the living room.
“Yes Mr B. I am all ready. What do you want me to do?”
“Make yourself comfortable on the bed. I’m coming up now.”
He was buck naked when he opened the door and jumped on me straight away. We began with a kiss and it moved on to him fondling my tits that are now peeking out shamelessly from the cut-outs.
“You ready for a whole night of pleasure, baby? I’ve planned this for so long and I’ll have all this on tape for our own viewing pleasure.”
“Any time you are ready, Mr B”
He moved to the side of the bed and produced 3 red ropes.
“Whee!! Bondage .. this is something new …” I thought in much anticipation.
Was told to move down to the end of the bed. He bend my legs and began tying up my ankles to each bed posts. Next he pull both my hands up and tie it up tightly and pulled the balance of the rope to the end of the bed frame. He tied it up to a hook he’d fixed on the wall. I am now stretched like an inverted “Y”. He then fixed his video camera on the tripod in front of the bed and moved towards me.
“Now, we began …”
He licked me from top to bottom, not missing an inch of my body. Squeezed my tits and played with the nipples while he eat me hungrily. He teased my raw, clits with his tongue and sucked at it earnestly. I was in ecstasy and writhing in so much pleasure that he spanked me to stay still.
“Ah! Mmmm .. Mmmmm …. Ah! Ah! Mr B. Your slut’s gonna cum!”
He continued sucking at my clits while I came. It was the most thunderous orgasm ever!
“You want more?”
“Yes. Give me more. Give me a whole night of pleasure, Mr B.”
“Oh, definitely my sweetheart. You opened up a whole new chapter in my sex life. I will definitely make it worth for both of us. I worship your sexuality and your hot body.”
“Thank you, dear. That is the sweetest thing.”
He now moved up and pushed his dick in my mouth. It’s difficult sucking without getting to hold it but soon he was moving in momentum guiding me. He’s humping my mouth instead of my pussy. He pushed it deep till I nearly gagged. He then turned and began to eat me all over again … we did the “69” and were both enjoying it very much. I came again and couldn’t scream cos his dick was in my mouth. He didn’t cum though and moved away once I’m done.
“Baby like it?” He whispered as he moved down to suck on my tits.
“Yes, darling. That was awesome.”
“I’m not done with you yet.”
He stood up and disappeared into the closet. I saw myself on the tv screen and was captivated by my position on the bed. Everything in the room was illuminated by the red light he fixed, it looked so sexy and erotic.
Mr B came out wit a tube of lube and began lubricating my pussy and my ass. He began fingering both crevices and before long I was moaning loudly and screaming when he teased my G-spot.
“Baby, are you ok?”
“Oh yes, dahl. It feels so good.”
“Get ready for more, cos tonight you won’t be able to rest at all.” That stunned me!
My tits were grabbed and sucked at and I was feeling really helpless being tied up and not being able to do anything. Then suddenly I looked up. There sucking my tits ain’t Mr B. Mr B is still busy fingering my pussy and ass!
“Hope you don’t mind my friends joining our party, darling”
Can’t utter a single word but I was definitely enjoying the company.
“So this is the “meeting” that you were mentioning just now Mr B?”
“Yup. Surprise! I know this is one of your fantasy, you slut. I read what you wrote in your journal. Are you happy?”
“Oh yes, Mr B. So excited!!”
“Let me introduce. This is John. The other one at the video is Max and the other one getting ready in the other room is Len.”
As soon as his name was mentioned, Len walked in. I realized all of them are well-hung like Mr B and they all have hot bods! Definitely gonna be a night of lustful pleasures!
“Alright! Let’s get the party started. Max, you can leave the video on its tripod and enjoy yourself over here.” I said.
Soon, I had John sucking and playing with my tits, Mr B licking my clits, Len’s dick in my mouth and Max was busy wanking himself watching all the actions.
John then moved down and slip on a rubber and slip his well-endowed dick into my pussy. He was thrusting it in full force and I could only mumble my moans. Mr B then began to untie the ropes and I got into the full swing of actions.
I got Len to lie down and I ride him while at the same time I am sucking Max long dick. Mr B was sucking on my tits and then I felt John guiding his dick up my ass.
I now have four men pleasuring me from all angles. What more can I ask for?!!
The studs are now rotating and giving me orgasms after orgasms. I was made to be on my fours and I had Len’s dick in my mouth now. Mr B began to spank and pull my hair. He then shoved his dick in my ass and got Max to lie on his back and eat my pussy. By now, my pussy, butt cheeks and breasts has turned nasty red. I began to enjoy the pain inflicted on my body now.
Mr B came first then all the rest ejaculated at about the same time. I had juice all over my body, face and hair. I was a mess and all these were recorded on tape. Oh Man! It’s definitely a night to remember!
We all collapsed on the bed and dozed off for a good hour before I was awaken with someone guiding his dick in my pussy. I was immediately turned on and before long all the rest woke up and we moved our actions and not forgetting the video camera to the huge bathroom where we all did it in the tub under the warm shower.
My pussy, ass and mouth was filled up most of the evening and I kept asking for more. Surprisingly these men are able to get it up whenever I asked and yes, I didn’t waste the chance.
We christened the kitchen, the living room, the bathroom and finally the dipping pool. It was so much fun having 4 men satisfying your needs. We lasted the whole night and when we woke up the next day, we were all so tired and worn out.
Had lunch and after washing up, Mr B got the guys to watch the video of us and the guys never get to leave for the next two nights. And yes, you can say I was definitely one satisfied bitch!
Mr B promised more surprises in the near future providing I stay loyal and obey his demands.
Wink
Lights, camera, action!
“Yes, Mr B. Is there anything you need?” I answered when the intercom rang.
“Yes. Can you please come in? There is something that I need you to do urgently.”
“Right away, Mr B”
I definitely know what’s coming. Ooh … here I come …
“Stop right there!” He ordered when I turned to shut the door after me.
“Face the door and remove your blouse.”
“Hmmm … interesting … “ I thought as I quickly unbutton my blouse.
“Let the bra remain and remove your skirt now. Do it slowly. Tease me … “
I unzipped and squirmed out of my tight ultra-mini skirt and purposely bending over to remove it.
“Now, turn over and crawl to me slowly.”
I went on my fours and started to crawl towards his desk. Only then did I realized all the while I was undressing, he was actually filming me on video! This is absolutely cool!
“Now, stop right there. Stand up and part your legs. Pull your bra straps down and fondle your tits.”
I stopped near the lounge seat and did as told.
“Look at the camera and tease me. Give me that slutty look of yours.”
“Oh Mr B…. “ I moaned as I tweeked at my nippies. I can feel the warmth in my pussy and soon the wetness was showing through the panties.
“I’ve laid your favorite toy on the side table there. Go and sit on the lounge and pleasure yourself.”
“Yes Mr B” Ooh!!! My favorite toy! And there it was, a 9” long metallic blue vibrator. I removed my panties and sat down facing him. Put my legs on the edge of the lounger and parted them wide. First, I licked my fingers wet and started rubbing at my clits before I proceeded to move two fingers in and out. Then I switched on the vibrator and let it work its’ magic.
“Aah … Ooh … Hmmpphff .. Mr B … It’s so good … Why don’t you come and join me?”
“No, my darling … I want to watch you first. Go on, pleasure yourself.”
“Oh Mr B. Don’t you want to eat your secretary? Don’t you want to stuff her pussy good with that long, hard meat of yours?”
“I will shortly. Now you just do as told or you’ll be punished!”
I turned over on my knees facing the wall now and I pushed the vibey up my pussy and began moving it in and out vigorously. I know he is enjoying the view of my twat filled up with plastic and using my left fingers, I start to push them in my ass. Before long, I came and I was screaming so loudly now. I could hear him groaning and sighing deeply…. Then I heard him unzipping his pants ….
“Whoppeee!!!” He’s gonna ravage me now!
“Turn over. Remove your bra now.”
He still has the camera in his hands and was recording every bit of my movements. I was told to sit down and spread my legs. He pushed his fingers up my ass and told me to put the vibey in my pussy while he continue recording. I came instantaneously upon having his fingers in my ass.
“Now, let me sit down and you be on your knees. Suck me till I tell you to stop,”
“Yeah, suck it good. You are such a horny slut, you know that. Your pussy can never get enough of my dick and you want a good stuffing every day, don’t you?”
“Uh-hum …. Mmpphhff … mmpphhff … “
“Yeah, come on. Suck it deeper. Use your tongue and play with it.”
I love it when he orders me around. I like being submissive and obey demands. He never fails to surprise me with different scenarios.
“Ok, now I’ve enough of your sucking, you slut. Are you ready to be my slave?”
“Yes Mr B.”
He positioned the camera on it’s tripod and got me to put my right leg up the lounger and bend down. I am now facing my own image from the mirror above the lounger. My tits and red, wet twat is now in full view and I can’t help but touch myself. He pushed his rod in slowly up my ass and stuffed the vibey up my pussy.
“Oh Mr B. It feels so good! More Mr B. Deeper! Harder Mr B!”
“You like it don’t you? Your pussy and ass love deep, hard stuffing don’t they?”
“Yes Mr B. I want it hard and deep! You have the best cock ever Mr B!”
“Oh yeah… oh … ah … ah … Yes, it feels good. My slut enjoys my cock so much eh?”
He grabbed at my tits and started spanking me hard …. Spank! Spank! Spank!
“Yeah … yeah … Mr B, I am cumming Mr B. Ah! Ah! Ah! …. “
“Yeah, cum you slut! Cum! Cum! Ah! Ah!”
He came too and squirted his juice in my ass. The vibey was still moving in me and the sensation was out of this world! I came again and this time he spanked me real hard till my cheeks turned red. I collapsed in his arms and we kissed passionately.
“Oh Mr B. That was good. I could do with more …”
“You never get enough, do you?”
“I love my sex darling. Can’t help it if I’m always horny especially with a boss like you around .. hmmm …”
“Would you like more?’
“Yes please.”
“Ok, I’ll give you more. But not here in the office. I’m sure the people out there are sick of hearing your screaming by now. We’ll do it elsewhere with more excitement. Now, I want you to dress up but without your knickers. I want you to follow me to a meeting. Hurry!”
“Yes, Mr B.”
Hmmm … this will be interesting … wonder what he’s up to ….
“Yes. Can you please come in? There is something that I need you to do urgently.”
“Right away, Mr B”
I definitely know what’s coming. Ooh … here I come …
“Stop right there!” He ordered when I turned to shut the door after me.
“Face the door and remove your blouse.”
“Hmmm … interesting … “ I thought as I quickly unbutton my blouse.
“Let the bra remain and remove your skirt now. Do it slowly. Tease me … “
I unzipped and squirmed out of my tight ultra-mini skirt and purposely bending over to remove it.
“Now, turn over and crawl to me slowly.”
I went on my fours and started to crawl towards his desk. Only then did I realized all the while I was undressing, he was actually filming me on video! This is absolutely cool!
“Now, stop right there. Stand up and part your legs. Pull your bra straps down and fondle your tits.”
I stopped near the lounge seat and did as told.
“Look at the camera and tease me. Give me that slutty look of yours.”
“Oh Mr B…. “ I moaned as I tweeked at my nippies. I can feel the warmth in my pussy and soon the wetness was showing through the panties.
“I’ve laid your favorite toy on the side table there. Go and sit on the lounge and pleasure yourself.”
“Yes Mr B” Ooh!!! My favorite toy! And there it was, a 9” long metallic blue vibrator. I removed my panties and sat down facing him. Put my legs on the edge of the lounger and parted them wide. First, I licked my fingers wet and started rubbing at my clits before I proceeded to move two fingers in and out. Then I switched on the vibrator and let it work its’ magic.
“Aah … Ooh … Hmmpphff .. Mr B … It’s so good … Why don’t you come and join me?”
“No, my darling … I want to watch you first. Go on, pleasure yourself.”
“Oh Mr B. Don’t you want to eat your secretary? Don’t you want to stuff her pussy good with that long, hard meat of yours?”
“I will shortly. Now you just do as told or you’ll be punished!”
I turned over on my knees facing the wall now and I pushed the vibey up my pussy and began moving it in and out vigorously. I know he is enjoying the view of my twat filled up with plastic and using my left fingers, I start to push them in my ass. Before long, I came and I was screaming so loudly now. I could hear him groaning and sighing deeply…. Then I heard him unzipping his pants ….
“Whoppeee!!!” He’s gonna ravage me now!
“Turn over. Remove your bra now.”
He still has the camera in his hands and was recording every bit of my movements. I was told to sit down and spread my legs. He pushed his fingers up my ass and told me to put the vibey in my pussy while he continue recording. I came instantaneously upon having his fingers in my ass.
“Now, let me sit down and you be on your knees. Suck me till I tell you to stop,”
“Yeah, suck it good. You are such a horny slut, you know that. Your pussy can never get enough of my dick and you want a good stuffing every day, don’t you?”
“Uh-hum …. Mmpphhff … mmpphhff … “
“Yeah, come on. Suck it deeper. Use your tongue and play with it.”
I love it when he orders me around. I like being submissive and obey demands. He never fails to surprise me with different scenarios.
“Ok, now I’ve enough of your sucking, you slut. Are you ready to be my slave?”
“Yes Mr B.”
He positioned the camera on it’s tripod and got me to put my right leg up the lounger and bend down. I am now facing my own image from the mirror above the lounger. My tits and red, wet twat is now in full view and I can’t help but touch myself. He pushed his rod in slowly up my ass and stuffed the vibey up my pussy.
“Oh Mr B. It feels so good! More Mr B. Deeper! Harder Mr B!”
“You like it don’t you? Your pussy and ass love deep, hard stuffing don’t they?”
“Yes Mr B. I want it hard and deep! You have the best cock ever Mr B!”
“Oh yeah… oh … ah … ah … Yes, it feels good. My slut enjoys my cock so much eh?”
He grabbed at my tits and started spanking me hard …. Spank! Spank! Spank!
“Yeah … yeah … Mr B, I am cumming Mr B. Ah! Ah! Ah! …. “
“Yeah, cum you slut! Cum! Cum! Ah! Ah!”
He came too and squirted his juice in my ass. The vibey was still moving in me and the sensation was out of this world! I came again and this time he spanked me real hard till my cheeks turned red. I collapsed in his arms and we kissed passionately.
“Oh Mr B. That was good. I could do with more …”
“You never get enough, do you?”
“I love my sex darling. Can’t help it if I’m always horny especially with a boss like you around .. hmmm …”
“Would you like more?’
“Yes please.”
“Ok, I’ll give you more. But not here in the office. I’m sure the people out there are sick of hearing your screaming by now. We’ll do it elsewhere with more excitement. Now, I want you to dress up but without your knickers. I want you to follow me to a meeting. Hurry!”
“Yes, Mr B.”
Hmmm … this will be interesting … wonder what he’s up to ….
What Do I Want?
He kept asking me what I want for my birthday.
Told him I want his heart.
Said I already hold the key to his heart.
How can I hold the key to his heart when his heart contains the love of his family?
I have no right to hold that key, they do.
I am only placed that that tiny somewhere in his heart and I am thankful for that.
I know that I am in his thoughts 24/7 just like he is in mine.
I know that when I am thinking and missing him, he is feeling the same.
I know that when I am crying in pain, sadness, anger or frustrations, his heart aches in pain.
When he says he loves me, I know it’s true.
When he says he needs me, I wish I can be there to give him the TLC that he needs.
The romance and love we share whenever we are together, how I wish they’d last forever.
Those times when he held me close and wiped away my tears, how I wish they’d be constant.
Those hugs and kisses and warmth he gave, how I wish I’d have them throughout.
Though I yearn for more of all these, I am contented with what has been given.
I know he always try his best to give me the best of everything but alas there’s a limit to everything.
And now he asks me what I would want for my birthday?
Funny …
When I asked for him to take me as his woman and he said yes, that was his best present for me.
And I ain’t asking for anything more than that… nothing more than love and warmth.
Ha ha ha …
Maybe I should’ve asked for that trip to Spain or that ring from Tiffany & Co or whatever else that a typical mistress would ask ….
But why have all these material when unconditional love and warmth gives you more satisfaction?
That vacation or that ring or all the rest won’t give me the comfort that I need.
They won’t be able to whisper “I Love You” and “I Miss You” to me.
They won’t be able to hug me and comfort me when I am down.
They are just plastics of the world, they won’t be able to cry or laugh with me.
I love him and for whatever he is and for all the love and concern he’s showered me with.
I love his tum tum, his sweet smile and that funny character.
I love those arms that I lay on to go to sleep.
I love when he soap me in the shower.
I love when he pours the wine for me.
I love when he plays with my hair in bed.
I love when he walk through the door and call out “Baby!”
I love our forbidden love … I love him …
Now … am I asking for too much? …. Hmmm …
Told him I want his heart.
Said I already hold the key to his heart.
How can I hold the key to his heart when his heart contains the love of his family?
I have no right to hold that key, they do.
I am only placed that that tiny somewhere in his heart and I am thankful for that.
I know that I am in his thoughts 24/7 just like he is in mine.
I know that when I am thinking and missing him, he is feeling the same.
I know that when I am crying in pain, sadness, anger or frustrations, his heart aches in pain.
When he says he loves me, I know it’s true.
When he says he needs me, I wish I can be there to give him the TLC that he needs.
The romance and love we share whenever we are together, how I wish they’d last forever.
Those times when he held me close and wiped away my tears, how I wish they’d be constant.
Those hugs and kisses and warmth he gave, how I wish I’d have them throughout.
Though I yearn for more of all these, I am contented with what has been given.
I know he always try his best to give me the best of everything but alas there’s a limit to everything.
And now he asks me what I would want for my birthday?
Funny …
When I asked for him to take me as his woman and he said yes, that was his best present for me.
And I ain’t asking for anything more than that… nothing more than love and warmth.
Ha ha ha …
Maybe I should’ve asked for that trip to Spain or that ring from Tiffany & Co or whatever else that a typical mistress would ask ….
But why have all these material when unconditional love and warmth gives you more satisfaction?
That vacation or that ring or all the rest won’t give me the comfort that I need.
They won’t be able to whisper “I Love You” and “I Miss You” to me.
They won’t be able to hug me and comfort me when I am down.
They are just plastics of the world, they won’t be able to cry or laugh with me.
I love him and for whatever he is and for all the love and concern he’s showered me with.
I love his tum tum, his sweet smile and that funny character.
I love those arms that I lay on to go to sleep.
I love when he soap me in the shower.
I love when he pours the wine for me.
I love when he plays with my hair in bed.
I love when he walk through the door and call out “Baby!”
I love our forbidden love … I love him …
Now … am I asking for too much? …. Hmmm …
Friday, October 14, 2005
Mr B and His Secretary
He’s staring fervently at his lappie. “Hmm… wonder what he’s engrossed in?” He starts to bite his nails (this I hate so much!! He’s got ugly nails cos of the constant biting!! Hey if you really need to bite, come and bite my nipples … ). Just watching him from the glass panel dividing our offices is turning me on. Vision of his hard meat in my wet, pink pussy and his tongue traveling all over my body, his deep kisses.. aah … I’m letting out soft sighs by now and could feel the heat building up down south. Nipples are all erect now and I wish I could just rip off the blouse and tweek my nippies… A few work colleagues are now feeling the heat that I’m letting off. They can see very well from their partition that my hands are now under the table and moving vigorously. Though I have my own room, I don’t really have any privacy cos of the glass panels. I’m letting out all my inhibitions and letting them see what I am all about – a hot, young thing craving for a massive stuffing! I couldn’t control it anymore. Stood up and straightened my skirt. Before I enter his room, I turned and gave the workmates a wink ….
Knock! Knock!
“Yes, come in please.”
“Ah, any problems with my meeting schedules or my flight itinerary?”
“No. But I have a problem. Which I think only you can fix, Mr B.”
“Oh ok. Come let’s discuss that problem of yours.”
“I’ve got a very bad problem, Mr B. I need your help. Can you help me?”
“Of course I will, my dear. If it’s within my means, I will try to help you.”
“Oh, it is within your means alright. I have been wanting you for a very long time Mr B. I’ve watched you from outside and visualized having raw, hard sex with you on your table. I’ve seen how you always get a hard on everytime I bend down to pick the papers up. I know you want to stuff your meat in me, Mr B. I know you’ve been wanting to squeeze my ass and lick my twat for so long. So what say you? Can you help me today? Can you please fuck your horny secretary Mr B?”
“Errr … “
“Ssshhh .. Don’t utter a single word. Just let me satisfy you and myself. You just sit down and let your secretary do all the work.”
“Bbbb… but … but”
I’ve walked over to his side of the table now. Crossing my legs over him, I am now unbuttoning my blouse and pulling my tits out to his mouth.
“Come and suck them Mr B. Suck them!”
Mmphff … “Ah it’s good Mr B. Suck them more… aah … “
I am now pushing my ass up his desk and pulling my skirt up my waist. As I pushed my red panties aside, I pulled him away from my tits and ordered him to watch me.
“Look at the damage you’ve done to me Mr B. Look at my pussy and see how wet and red it is. All these while you’ve been on my mind and every night I’ll pleasure myself. Today I can’t anymore Mr B. I need you to help me. Touch it Mr B.”
He stretched out his hand reluctantly and felt my soft, wet, bare mound. As he moved his fingers around my clits, my moanings are getting louder and getting the attention of those outside the office. By this time, there’s a big bulge in his pants and I could not wait to let it out but I have to let him finish what he is doing right now.
“You want that, you little hot, horny bitch?” he asked as he pushed two fingers up my now very wet pussy. His thumb is still rubbing my clits and I could feel all my blood rushing to the ecstasy!
“Yes, Mr B. I want that so bad.”
“You horny bitch! You’ve been teasing me all these while with your short skirt and your see through blouses. Every time you leave the room, you drop the papers and bend over and showed me that fine piece of meat. You’ve even uncrossed your legs and showed me your bare pussy. You think I didn’t have the hots for you? Since you want it so bad, let me give it to you bad. You want it bad, bitch?”
“Oh yes, Mr B. Give it to me. Stuff my cunt with that rod of yours.”
“Oh no. Not so soon, you slut. Not so soon. Let me feel your pussy first. Let me start with my fingers … lick my fingers. Lick your juice clean off my finger.”
Mmmphf … mmmphf
He has removed my clothes now and pushed me down on my knees.
I nearly fall back when I saw his rod. IT’S HUGE!
“Come and suck this little thing of mine. You want it bad don’t you?”
I started at the base and nibbled softly up to his shaft. Once I reached the top, I pushed it all in while cupping his balls at the same time. My head was bobbing rapidly and he was moaning and groaning.
“Suck it, you little bitch. Suck it good. Make sure you have all of it in that little mouth of your. Aah … Aaah … “
He pulled me up, laid me down on his desk and spread my legs wide. Pushed his fingers in and out of my pussy while at the same time grabbing my tits and squeezing them hard.
“Ah, hurt me Mr B.”
“Hmmm … You like it rough don’t you? I’ll give it to you so good you’ll be begging for more.”
My twat is now so red and sore from all that fingering and before I could ask for more, he has moved down and licking it ferociously. The way he sucked on my clits, pushing his tongue in and out of my twat was so marvelicious! His fingers are still in me teasing my G-Spot. Man! This guy really knows how to touch and lick! I was near to reaching my orgasm and was screaming so loudly now. I am aware of the spectators we have outside trying to look into those drawn blinds.
Then suddenly he stopped.
“No way you are gonna cum now, you bitch! Let me tease you a while more.”
“Oh Mr B. You are so naughty!”
He moved up and start rubbing his rod against my twat. Teasing me n tweeking my nippies.
“You want it in you? You want me to stuff your pussy? Beg me.”
“Uh huh … I want your dick in me. Stuff your horny secretary with your hard meat, Mr B. Stuff me please. Satisfy your horny slut, Mr B.”
“You want it bad don’t you. You want it up both ways? You want to get your ass fucked?”
“Stuff whatever you want, Mr B. I am willing for anything. Just stuff me now Mr B. I need it bad!”
Before I could say anything else, he has stuffed it in my pussy and ramming it in fast and furious. The desk rocked and things start to fall off the desk. He thrust it in deeper and harder, just the way I liked it. Throughout, his hands never left my tits and his squeezing got more intense. He began pulling my nippies and biting at them.
“Yeah, Mr B. Bite them! Oh! Oh! It’s so good! I want it hard in me. Stuff me deep and hard, Mr B. Push that rod of yours all the way in. Oh Mr B. Oh yeah!”
“Your pussy will only want my stuffing from now on, you little slut. You will be craving for it every time I am not around and you will spread your pussy and ass whenever I want you to. You understand?”
“Yes Mr B.”
“Ah Mr B. I am cumming…. Ah! Ah! Hmmphff! Ah! Ooh!”
“Yeah, cum u little slut. You’ve been wanting this for a long time. You will be needing my dick more and I will give it to you whenever you want it. Is that what you want? Tell me!”
“Yes Mr B. I will want your dick more from now on. I will only spread these legs for you Mr B.”
“Good girl. Now turn over. This is the best of all … relax and enjoy.”
I am lying on my stomach on his desk now with my legs down and wide apart. I could sense what he intends to do now. He begins by fingering my pussy to get some lube and then he starts to push them in slowly up my ass.
“Aaww Mr B. That hurts. I’ve never had it up there before.”
“Oh don’t worry, my love. It’ll hurt for a while and before you know it, you’ll be reaching the peak of ecstasy. Now, now, relax and let me satisfy you from the other side.”
With his fingers, he moved in slowly and starts to lube my ass.
“Oooh, he’s gonna pop the cherry!” I thought to myself in glee!
It felt good with his fingers moving in and out and his thumb rubbing my clits at the same time. Before long, I was moaning and writhing in so much pleasure that I did not realize he is now guiding his huge rod in the ass.
It hurt a bit for a while. Soon after we were both screaming and humping in synchronized movements. He pulled my hair and grabbed at my tits.
Spank! Spank! Spank!
“You’ve been a very naughty girl. You need to be punished.”
Spank! Spank! Spank!
“Oh please Mr B. More please. Spank me harder! I’ve been a VERY VERY naughty girl.”
“You like it hard and painful don’t you? You like it up the ass now, you bitch?”
“Yes! I love it. Ram it deeper and harder Mr B. I want more. I want more. It’s so good.”
“Ah! You slut! I’m gonna shoot my juice now. Come, turn over!”
I did as told and had his juice all over my face and tits.
“Oh! Oh! Oh! It feels good! Ah! Ah! Lick my balls now!”
I obeyed while he held me by my hair and pushed me down to lick his balls.
“Oh yeah! It feels good, don’t it? You like my juice? Do you want some more?”
“Oh Mr B. I welcome it anytime….”
Meanwhile, outside the office ….
Everyone scurried back to their desks once they heard the door clicked open. There I walked out confidently, all tidied and dressed up.
As I sat down, I chuckled to myself.
“My! He has an awesome dick and now that we have an understanding, it’ll make it even more fun! Whee! Can’t wait for dessert after lunch …. Wonder what is in store for me?”
As I looked at my watch, I realized I was in there getting screwed for nearly 2 hours.
“Hmmm … if this is gonna be a daily routine, my work day will pass by in a jiffy!”
Knock! Knock!
“Yes, come in please.”
“Ah, any problems with my meeting schedules or my flight itinerary?”
“No. But I have a problem. Which I think only you can fix, Mr B.”
“Oh ok. Come let’s discuss that problem of yours.”
“I’ve got a very bad problem, Mr B. I need your help. Can you help me?”
“Of course I will, my dear. If it’s within my means, I will try to help you.”
“Oh, it is within your means alright. I have been wanting you for a very long time Mr B. I’ve watched you from outside and visualized having raw, hard sex with you on your table. I’ve seen how you always get a hard on everytime I bend down to pick the papers up. I know you want to stuff your meat in me, Mr B. I know you’ve been wanting to squeeze my ass and lick my twat for so long. So what say you? Can you help me today? Can you please fuck your horny secretary Mr B?”
“Errr … “
“Ssshhh .. Don’t utter a single word. Just let me satisfy you and myself. You just sit down and let your secretary do all the work.”
“Bbbb… but … but”
I’ve walked over to his side of the table now. Crossing my legs over him, I am now unbuttoning my blouse and pulling my tits out to his mouth.
“Come and suck them Mr B. Suck them!”
Mmphff … “Ah it’s good Mr B. Suck them more… aah … “
I am now pushing my ass up his desk and pulling my skirt up my waist. As I pushed my red panties aside, I pulled him away from my tits and ordered him to watch me.
“Look at the damage you’ve done to me Mr B. Look at my pussy and see how wet and red it is. All these while you’ve been on my mind and every night I’ll pleasure myself. Today I can’t anymore Mr B. I need you to help me. Touch it Mr B.”
He stretched out his hand reluctantly and felt my soft, wet, bare mound. As he moved his fingers around my clits, my moanings are getting louder and getting the attention of those outside the office. By this time, there’s a big bulge in his pants and I could not wait to let it out but I have to let him finish what he is doing right now.
“You want that, you little hot, horny bitch?” he asked as he pushed two fingers up my now very wet pussy. His thumb is still rubbing my clits and I could feel all my blood rushing to the ecstasy!
“Yes, Mr B. I want that so bad.”
“You horny bitch! You’ve been teasing me all these while with your short skirt and your see through blouses. Every time you leave the room, you drop the papers and bend over and showed me that fine piece of meat. You’ve even uncrossed your legs and showed me your bare pussy. You think I didn’t have the hots for you? Since you want it so bad, let me give it to you bad. You want it bad, bitch?”
“Oh yes, Mr B. Give it to me. Stuff my cunt with that rod of yours.”
“Oh no. Not so soon, you slut. Not so soon. Let me feel your pussy first. Let me start with my fingers … lick my fingers. Lick your juice clean off my finger.”
Mmmphf … mmmphf
He has removed my clothes now and pushed me down on my knees.
I nearly fall back when I saw his rod. IT’S HUGE!
“Come and suck this little thing of mine. You want it bad don’t you?”
I started at the base and nibbled softly up to his shaft. Once I reached the top, I pushed it all in while cupping his balls at the same time. My head was bobbing rapidly and he was moaning and groaning.
“Suck it, you little bitch. Suck it good. Make sure you have all of it in that little mouth of your. Aah … Aaah … “
He pulled me up, laid me down on his desk and spread my legs wide. Pushed his fingers in and out of my pussy while at the same time grabbing my tits and squeezing them hard.
“Ah, hurt me Mr B.”
“Hmmm … You like it rough don’t you? I’ll give it to you so good you’ll be begging for more.”
My twat is now so red and sore from all that fingering and before I could ask for more, he has moved down and licking it ferociously. The way he sucked on my clits, pushing his tongue in and out of my twat was so marvelicious! His fingers are still in me teasing my G-Spot. Man! This guy really knows how to touch and lick! I was near to reaching my orgasm and was screaming so loudly now. I am aware of the spectators we have outside trying to look into those drawn blinds.
Then suddenly he stopped.
“No way you are gonna cum now, you bitch! Let me tease you a while more.”
“Oh Mr B. You are so naughty!”
He moved up and start rubbing his rod against my twat. Teasing me n tweeking my nippies.
“You want it in you? You want me to stuff your pussy? Beg me.”
“Uh huh … I want your dick in me. Stuff your horny secretary with your hard meat, Mr B. Stuff me please. Satisfy your horny slut, Mr B.”
“You want it bad don’t you. You want it up both ways? You want to get your ass fucked?”
“Stuff whatever you want, Mr B. I am willing for anything. Just stuff me now Mr B. I need it bad!”
Before I could say anything else, he has stuffed it in my pussy and ramming it in fast and furious. The desk rocked and things start to fall off the desk. He thrust it in deeper and harder, just the way I liked it. Throughout, his hands never left my tits and his squeezing got more intense. He began pulling my nippies and biting at them.
“Yeah, Mr B. Bite them! Oh! Oh! It’s so good! I want it hard in me. Stuff me deep and hard, Mr B. Push that rod of yours all the way in. Oh Mr B. Oh yeah!”
“Your pussy will only want my stuffing from now on, you little slut. You will be craving for it every time I am not around and you will spread your pussy and ass whenever I want you to. You understand?”
“Yes Mr B.”
“Ah Mr B. I am cumming…. Ah! Ah! Hmmphff! Ah! Ooh!”
“Yeah, cum u little slut. You’ve been wanting this for a long time. You will be needing my dick more and I will give it to you whenever you want it. Is that what you want? Tell me!”
“Yes Mr B. I will want your dick more from now on. I will only spread these legs for you Mr B.”
“Good girl. Now turn over. This is the best of all … relax and enjoy.”
I am lying on my stomach on his desk now with my legs down and wide apart. I could sense what he intends to do now. He begins by fingering my pussy to get some lube and then he starts to push them in slowly up my ass.
“Aaww Mr B. That hurts. I’ve never had it up there before.”
“Oh don’t worry, my love. It’ll hurt for a while and before you know it, you’ll be reaching the peak of ecstasy. Now, now, relax and let me satisfy you from the other side.”
With his fingers, he moved in slowly and starts to lube my ass.
“Oooh, he’s gonna pop the cherry!” I thought to myself in glee!
It felt good with his fingers moving in and out and his thumb rubbing my clits at the same time. Before long, I was moaning and writhing in so much pleasure that I did not realize he is now guiding his huge rod in the ass.
It hurt a bit for a while. Soon after we were both screaming and humping in synchronized movements. He pulled my hair and grabbed at my tits.
Spank! Spank! Spank!
“You’ve been a very naughty girl. You need to be punished.”
Spank! Spank! Spank!
“Oh please Mr B. More please. Spank me harder! I’ve been a VERY VERY naughty girl.”
“You like it hard and painful don’t you? You like it up the ass now, you bitch?”
“Yes! I love it. Ram it deeper and harder Mr B. I want more. I want more. It’s so good.”
“Ah! You slut! I’m gonna shoot my juice now. Come, turn over!”
I did as told and had his juice all over my face and tits.
“Oh! Oh! Oh! It feels good! Ah! Ah! Lick my balls now!”
I obeyed while he held me by my hair and pushed me down to lick his balls.
“Oh yeah! It feels good, don’t it? You like my juice? Do you want some more?”
“Oh Mr B. I welcome it anytime….”
Meanwhile, outside the office ….
Everyone scurried back to their desks once they heard the door clicked open. There I walked out confidently, all tidied and dressed up.
As I sat down, I chuckled to myself.
“My! He has an awesome dick and now that we have an understanding, it’ll make it even more fun! Whee! Can’t wait for dessert after lunch …. Wonder what is in store for me?”
As I looked at my watch, I realized I was in there getting screwed for nearly 2 hours.
“Hmmm … if this is gonna be a daily routine, my work day will pass by in a jiffy!”
The love between us
“Will you take me to be the other woman in your life?” Sigh
“Yes, baby. I will.”
“Aah … do you know how much I love you?” Mmpfh
“Yes babe, I do and I love you too. You will always be my babe…”
“Thank you love”
“Anything for my woman. You are beautiful and you have the sweetest smile. Promise me no matter what happens, you will never wipe that smile off you”
These will never be erased from my databank for as long as I live. These were the words spoken between us while we made love in Bangkok. 9 April 2005, the day I officially become his woman, exactly a year since we got intimate at Amrita Spa.
We made love so wonderful that night that I nearly cried in happiness. Our passion was burning for each other. We were locked in each others’ arms throughout the night with kisses everywhere and sexy talk that led to a lot more of hot, passionate moments.
I had never felt so wanted and so loved before till that night. He held me so tight while he moved sensuously in me and whispered “I love You’s” and “You are mine” throughout till we both reached orgasms.
Now, today, the fire of passion is still burning bright and our love for each other has grown even more. My heart aches for him to return to my arms soon every time he is back in Europe. I pined for his touch and kisses every night. He text/call me to tell me he misses and love me. I have been in lots of bad relationship and I now know when he tells me he loves and misses me, he meant it. Maybe that is why I’m so much in love with him…. Hmmmm …
How long am I gonna be his woman and share his love between his wife, daughter and me? For all I know our love for each other has no limits and I have never contest to his wife and daughter. I am the third party here. I am in his life as a soul mate, a lover and a friend. I have never contested the love he has for me and the love he has for his wife and daughter. They deserve him more and I know his love for them is unlimited and yes I am guilty for being a home-wrecker. But I chose this and if anyone should get hurt, it shall be me… If one day, our relationship is forced to dissolve, I’ll be the one to shoulder all the pain. Never will I let him suffer cos he has done so much for the both of us to be together all these while. He has gone all the way to make arrangements to meet me and make me happy and fulfilled every possible requests I have. How can I ever let this sweet thing get hurt? How can I ever let him feel the pain of my doings? Never ….
“Yes, baby. I will.”
“Aah … do you know how much I love you?” Mmpfh
“Yes babe, I do and I love you too. You will always be my babe…”
“Thank you love”
“Anything for my woman. You are beautiful and you have the sweetest smile. Promise me no matter what happens, you will never wipe that smile off you”
These will never be erased from my databank for as long as I live. These were the words spoken between us while we made love in Bangkok. 9 April 2005, the day I officially become his woman, exactly a year since we got intimate at Amrita Spa.
We made love so wonderful that night that I nearly cried in happiness. Our passion was burning for each other. We were locked in each others’ arms throughout the night with kisses everywhere and sexy talk that led to a lot more of hot, passionate moments.
I had never felt so wanted and so loved before till that night. He held me so tight while he moved sensuously in me and whispered “I love You’s” and “You are mine” throughout till we both reached orgasms.
Now, today, the fire of passion is still burning bright and our love for each other has grown even more. My heart aches for him to return to my arms soon every time he is back in Europe. I pined for his touch and kisses every night. He text/call me to tell me he misses and love me. I have been in lots of bad relationship and I now know when he tells me he loves and misses me, he meant it. Maybe that is why I’m so much in love with him…. Hmmmm …
How long am I gonna be his woman and share his love between his wife, daughter and me? For all I know our love for each other has no limits and I have never contest to his wife and daughter. I am the third party here. I am in his life as a soul mate, a lover and a friend. I have never contested the love he has for me and the love he has for his wife and daughter. They deserve him more and I know his love for them is unlimited and yes I am guilty for being a home-wrecker. But I chose this and if anyone should get hurt, it shall be me… If one day, our relationship is forced to dissolve, I’ll be the one to shoulder all the pain. Never will I let him suffer cos he has done so much for the both of us to be together all these while. He has gone all the way to make arrangements to meet me and make me happy and fulfilled every possible requests I have. How can I ever let this sweet thing get hurt? How can I ever let him feel the pain of my doings? Never ….
Ah, he's such a dear!
“I am happy to have met you and to be the bridge that will take you to security for a better future. Love you always”
These were excerpts from his text messages last night. He only wanted the best for his lady and he has promised to be the guiding light for whichever path I choose. I am so in love with this sweet, gentle creation of God and to lose him would mean total devastation for me. I have found the perfect man, alas, he ain’t mine for keeps. I envy his wife and daughter to have such a man in their life. A man whose care and concern are overflowing with sincerity and love. A man who gives and gives without asking for anything in return. Though I have to share him, I am thankful that I am in that tiny corner of his heart. I am grateful for whatever that has been said and done for the children and me. And which lady can ever resist a man who can get it up so many times in a day and lasting a minimum 45 minutes each session? Oh yeah, you can say that down south, I am very satisfied … He’s my man alright!
These were excerpts from his text messages last night. He only wanted the best for his lady and he has promised to be the guiding light for whichever path I choose. I am so in love with this sweet, gentle creation of God and to lose him would mean total devastation for me. I have found the perfect man, alas, he ain’t mine for keeps. I envy his wife and daughter to have such a man in their life. A man whose care and concern are overflowing with sincerity and love. A man who gives and gives without asking for anything in return. Though I have to share him, I am thankful that I am in that tiny corner of his heart. I am grateful for whatever that has been said and done for the children and me. And which lady can ever resist a man who can get it up so many times in a day and lasting a minimum 45 minutes each session? Oh yeah, you can say that down south, I am very satisfied … He’s my man alright!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Jinxed
He banged into a car this morning. Damn! It’s all cos of me. If I hadn’t text him, he wouldn’t have diverted his sight from the road. I’m such a freaking jinx to people around me. There seems to be a bad aura around me. Shucks! How do I get rid of this bad aura…
Anyway…
Finally managed to get him logged in and contribute to this blog. Soon there’ll be two thoughts instead of one. Can’t wait to see what he has to write about me …
Anyway…
Finally managed to get him logged in and contribute to this blog. Soon there’ll be two thoughts instead of one. Can’t wait to see what he has to write about me …
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
I want him bad!
“I love your smile. I love your passion. I love how you sleep. I love how you write. I love when you meet me. I love when you get mad. I love how you care. My heart thinks of you always, but please don’t think that I only want you for my passion and I don’t want to lie to you. You are inside me, I will respect you as I always do.”
Those are the words that he text me on Monday when we had a misunderstanding that led to a difference of opinion. I got weak in the knees and I couldn’t stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. I love this gentleman so much. Although our love and relationship is beyond impossible to sustain, we both know that just between the two of us, there is something so very special with this liaison. We are bonded in our thoughts and dreams….
After that misunderstanding, both of us made a pact not to text each other about stuff that are meant to be discussed face to face. Text can only aggravate the situation and before you know it … pop! A blood vessel has burst and angry words are exchanged.
People can get very emotional especially in a distant relationship. I have learnt to control my temper more now and I owe all that to him.
With him I found the true significance of love and passion. So it’s true what people say about Italian men .. they are full of love and passion. They appreciate life, love and happiness and these men would go all the way to make their loved ones happy and contented. Oh yes, I am contented alright, both physically and mentally …
Mentally, I am appreciative of his feelings, his concern and his thoughts for me. With him I feel wanted and loved and he puts me high on his top priorities in life. My mind is at ease when I know someone out there is always thinking and praying for me. I fell in love with his warmth and his generous thoughts of me.
Physically, definitely am fulfilled. The way he touches me, his kisses and his satisfying tool gives me shudders every time I think about him. Just thinking of him almost instantaneously turns me on. Though we meet for only 3-5 days every 2-3 months, I am always left satisfied and wanting more. I have never met a man who puts a woman’s satisfaction way up ahead before his. Always making sure I have achieved the highest altitude of contentment every time we make love. His tongue really works wonders!!
Ah … just thinking about him now is turning me on. Images of him kissing me everywhere on my body, licking and sucking my pleasure spots, teasing me with his hard, huge one and his deep, hard thrusts are playing on my mind. We like to play a lot with each other. I like to tease him when he’s working on his lappie or when he’s on the phone with his business counterparts. I’ll go down and tease his dick with my tongue while he’s talking serious business and I like to watch how he controlls his excitement. Or I’ll be on the bed playing with my toy while he is reading or whatever and make him watch me. Our love makings are never quiet. I am a loud, vocal person and I like to talk dirty. The other hotel guests must either be enjoying them, getting into the action themselves or dreading those loud moans and screams cos’ they don’t have someone hot to get down and dirty with … ha ha ha…
Anyway … he’ll be in town in ten days. Looking forward to 4 days of kisses and hugs he promised me, not forgetting those ultra hot, steamy love makings. It’ll be my birthday soon and I am sure we are gonna have a blasting time together. We are sure to rock Raffles The Plaza again…. Dinner reservations at Blu Shangri-La has been confirmed … hmmm what shall I wear? Damn! I’ve to rummage through my wardrobe again! I am so looking forward to “dessert” in bed after dinner. Almost all our nice, romantic dinners always ended up with heart-pumping love actions. I want him to tie me up and enjoy every inch of my body…. I want him to devour and satisfy his woman to the fullest… I want him to hurt me with his hard thrusts, his bites and his spanking… Oh damn! I need him so bad …
Those are the words that he text me on Monday when we had a misunderstanding that led to a difference of opinion. I got weak in the knees and I couldn’t stop the tears from rolling down my cheeks. I love this gentleman so much. Although our love and relationship is beyond impossible to sustain, we both know that just between the two of us, there is something so very special with this liaison. We are bonded in our thoughts and dreams….
After that misunderstanding, both of us made a pact not to text each other about stuff that are meant to be discussed face to face. Text can only aggravate the situation and before you know it … pop! A blood vessel has burst and angry words are exchanged.
People can get very emotional especially in a distant relationship. I have learnt to control my temper more now and I owe all that to him.
With him I found the true significance of love and passion. So it’s true what people say about Italian men .. they are full of love and passion. They appreciate life, love and happiness and these men would go all the way to make their loved ones happy and contented. Oh yes, I am contented alright, both physically and mentally …
Mentally, I am appreciative of his feelings, his concern and his thoughts for me. With him I feel wanted and loved and he puts me high on his top priorities in life. My mind is at ease when I know someone out there is always thinking and praying for me. I fell in love with his warmth and his generous thoughts of me.
Physically, definitely am fulfilled. The way he touches me, his kisses and his satisfying tool gives me shudders every time I think about him. Just thinking of him almost instantaneously turns me on. Though we meet for only 3-5 days every 2-3 months, I am always left satisfied and wanting more. I have never met a man who puts a woman’s satisfaction way up ahead before his. Always making sure I have achieved the highest altitude of contentment every time we make love. His tongue really works wonders!!
Ah … just thinking about him now is turning me on. Images of him kissing me everywhere on my body, licking and sucking my pleasure spots, teasing me with his hard, huge one and his deep, hard thrusts are playing on my mind. We like to play a lot with each other. I like to tease him when he’s working on his lappie or when he’s on the phone with his business counterparts. I’ll go down and tease his dick with my tongue while he’s talking serious business and I like to watch how he controlls his excitement. Or I’ll be on the bed playing with my toy while he is reading or whatever and make him watch me. Our love makings are never quiet. I am a loud, vocal person and I like to talk dirty. The other hotel guests must either be enjoying them, getting into the action themselves or dreading those loud moans and screams cos’ they don’t have someone hot to get down and dirty with … ha ha ha…
Anyway … he’ll be in town in ten days. Looking forward to 4 days of kisses and hugs he promised me, not forgetting those ultra hot, steamy love makings. It’ll be my birthday soon and I am sure we are gonna have a blasting time together. We are sure to rock Raffles The Plaza again…. Dinner reservations at Blu Shangri-La has been confirmed … hmmm what shall I wear? Damn! I’ve to rummage through my wardrobe again! I am so looking forward to “dessert” in bed after dinner. Almost all our nice, romantic dinners always ended up with heart-pumping love actions. I want him to tie me up and enjoy every inch of my body…. I want him to devour and satisfy his woman to the fullest… I want him to hurt me with his hard thrusts, his bites and his spanking… Oh damn! I need him so bad …
Friday, October 07, 2005
He'll be in town ....
Yes!! His flight itineraries are finally confirmed. No more moping about asking myself when he’ll be here… I’ll get to be in his arms again, smelling his musky, sexy scent and be pampered to the extreme with hugs and kisses .. hmmm … of course looking forward to the sex that we’ll have!! Yippee!!! Ok, now we gotta make room reservations, limo booking and dinner reservation for my birthday ( I left it to him to make the calling … he he … naughty me, just out to tease him n hopefully I’ll get a spank for this … ) **Wink**
Waiting for his call now … promised to call me before I leave office …
Waiting for his call now … promised to call me before I leave office …
Of nightmares and fantasies .... satisfaction guaranteed
Nightmare are recurring … those same ones where I’m being followed while walking alone at night and those where I’m being raped … Been having these dreams for so long now and waking up in cold sweat at nights seemed so routine – off the bed, toilet to wash face and drink a glass of water and back to bed.
Been so intoxicated these past few weeks, my bar is running empty now. He’s really afraid I might turn alcoholic – which I’m afraid of … But I kept reassuring him it won’t happen and I’ll control my drinking. I know he’s worried and I know I’ve been doing and saying so many nonsensical stuff lately, I’ve been a jerk basically. No rational thinking and I tend to say or do stuff impulsively…. Argh!! Please, Lord, guide me to the right path …
Let’s get back to the original topic – Rape …. I’d love to get raped by him, be forced to suck his huge dick and have that red, hard meat stuffing my pussy deep and forceful, have my hair pulled back while he thrust deep in me from the back. The sensation of being tied up and forced into submission is just so gratifying.
That is one of my fantasy which I’ve yet to attain sufficiently and another one is to actually have another girl over while I drive her to ecstasy with my torture and lust. We actually wanted a threesome but have yet to find a suitable one to join us. I’d love to see him get off watching me stuff the other girl’s pussy with my fingers or the ever-so-satisfying vibrator and spank her silly. I can visualize his rapture watching her suck my tits while he is humping me from the back or seeing her lick my clits and slurping up my juice. I’m sure both of us will reach that state of elation beyond any sort of depiction. The contentment of all these satisfies both our sexual inclination. He told me once that I got him started in all these sexual revelations and that he has never met anyone who loves sex like I did. Well, what can I say, I’m a woman and I need to be pleasured and satisfied. I love my sex and I certainly have no qualms about telling a man what to do to achieve my own satisfaction … I ain’t a selfish bitch, there is nothing wrong with getting myself pleasured to the maximum if it means giving intense pleasure to my significant other. I am confidently sure ALL men LURVVE sexually active ladies than a woman who only spread her legs to a man for the sake of satisfying the man but not herself. Kudos to all those ladies who are sexually active and enjoying every bit of it. He definitely loves making love to me and has confessed that no other woman has made him more satisfied and exultant like I have … *wink*
Been so intoxicated these past few weeks, my bar is running empty now. He’s really afraid I might turn alcoholic – which I’m afraid of … But I kept reassuring him it won’t happen and I’ll control my drinking. I know he’s worried and I know I’ve been doing and saying so many nonsensical stuff lately, I’ve been a jerk basically. No rational thinking and I tend to say or do stuff impulsively…. Argh!! Please, Lord, guide me to the right path …
Let’s get back to the original topic – Rape …. I’d love to get raped by him, be forced to suck his huge dick and have that red, hard meat stuffing my pussy deep and forceful, have my hair pulled back while he thrust deep in me from the back. The sensation of being tied up and forced into submission is just so gratifying.
That is one of my fantasy which I’ve yet to attain sufficiently and another one is to actually have another girl over while I drive her to ecstasy with my torture and lust. We actually wanted a threesome but have yet to find a suitable one to join us. I’d love to see him get off watching me stuff the other girl’s pussy with my fingers or the ever-so-satisfying vibrator and spank her silly. I can visualize his rapture watching her suck my tits while he is humping me from the back or seeing her lick my clits and slurping up my juice. I’m sure both of us will reach that state of elation beyond any sort of depiction. The contentment of all these satisfies both our sexual inclination. He told me once that I got him started in all these sexual revelations and that he has never met anyone who loves sex like I did. Well, what can I say, I’m a woman and I need to be pleasured and satisfied. I love my sex and I certainly have no qualms about telling a man what to do to achieve my own satisfaction … I ain’t a selfish bitch, there is nothing wrong with getting myself pleasured to the maximum if it means giving intense pleasure to my significant other. I am confidently sure ALL men LURVVE sexually active ladies than a woman who only spread her legs to a man for the sake of satisfying the man but not herself. Kudos to all those ladies who are sexually active and enjoying every bit of it. He definitely loves making love to me and has confessed that no other woman has made him more satisfied and exultant like I have … *wink*
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Grumpy love ....
My baby’s grumpy today … hmmm … I don’t like it when he’s grumpy … he’ll get cranky and his blood pressure will shoot. Once it shoot up, he fall ill. I don’t like my baby to fall sick. I wish I can be around him to nurse and care but alas, the distance between us is thousand and thousand of miles apart.
I hope his health will be better when he arrives in two weeks’ time. I miss him so much. Oh how much I’ve longed for his kisses and hugs and yearned for that warm cuddles before he puts me to sleep at night. Every time he’s in town, I always tell myself to be good and make him happy, cos there’s nothing better than seeing him smile and laugh and making me laugh. I’m craving for his touch and those Sprungli chocolates he always gets me. He he he …
Guess I’ve gotta keep my mind occupied for these two weeks till he arrives. Gee!! Can’t wait ….
I hope his health will be better when he arrives in two weeks’ time. I miss him so much. Oh how much I’ve longed for his kisses and hugs and yearned for that warm cuddles before he puts me to sleep at night. Every time he’s in town, I always tell myself to be good and make him happy, cos there’s nothing better than seeing him smile and laugh and making me laugh. I’m craving for his touch and those Sprungli chocolates he always gets me. He he he …
Guess I’ve gotta keep my mind occupied for these two weeks till he arrives. Gee!! Can’t wait ….
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Imagination
He came up behind me, kissing me softly on my neck with his hands caressing my waist. While continuing to kiss the neck, he proceeded to unbutton my blouse and now cradling my soft breasts and I could do nothing but just moan softly. Fondling my breasts in full view of other hotel guests, there I was standing topless on the room balcony of Raffles The Plaza. I turned in shyness to face him and he kissed me strongly on my lips with his hands pushing down my bottom. Now I stood there buck naked and there he was moving down on me, spreading my legs open, touching that soft mound and the next moment was filled with so much pleasure derived from his tongue action. I was writhing in so much pleasure oblivious to the open surrounding now. With his tongue licking and tickling my clits, his fingers start to move in and out, teasing my sensitive g-spot. I was screaming by now in ecstasy and he kept on going till I begged him to stop. Now that he’s satisfied the beginning part, he pushed me down and took out his tool of pleasures. I started by licking the base and moved up to the tip and begin sucking him. He moaned in pleasure and soon I was giving him deep throat and making sure he enjoys every bit of it. Aah … the feeling is beyond description …
We have now moved on the plush bed and I lay spread-eagled waiting for him to ravage me. He began by licking me all over, teasing my cunt and turned me on my fours and started spanking me. Ooh it felt so good … pulled my hair and whispered “Are you ready for me?” … “Yes, baby … yes … come and fuck me. Stuff me hard and deep baby … I want it good.” I was taken on a journey of rough spanking and deep hard thrusts and it felt so good. My butt cheeks are now raw and red and I was begging for more.
He laid down and I climbed over “hee hee … my favorite..” I said. Oh yes, riding him was my favorite. I get to cum over and over and he loves to see the slutty expression I have. I rode him hard and fast and played with my nipples, sucking my tongue, giving him the look he enjoyed most. Moving forth and back with my soft breasts bouncing up and down, he ordered me to carry on even though I’ve achieved my countless orgasm.
We came in unison and he came inside me. I could feel his juice squirting up my vagina walls, it felt so warm. Aah … I love him and everything that he does …
We have now moved on the plush bed and I lay spread-eagled waiting for him to ravage me. He began by licking me all over, teasing my cunt and turned me on my fours and started spanking me. Ooh it felt so good … pulled my hair and whispered “Are you ready for me?” … “Yes, baby … yes … come and fuck me. Stuff me hard and deep baby … I want it good.” I was taken on a journey of rough spanking and deep hard thrusts and it felt so good. My butt cheeks are now raw and red and I was begging for more.
He laid down and I climbed over “hee hee … my favorite..” I said. Oh yes, riding him was my favorite. I get to cum over and over and he loves to see the slutty expression I have. I rode him hard and fast and played with my nipples, sucking my tongue, giving him the look he enjoyed most. Moving forth and back with my soft breasts bouncing up and down, he ordered me to carry on even though I’ve achieved my countless orgasm.
We came in unison and he came inside me. I could feel his juice squirting up my vagina walls, it felt so warm. Aah … I love him and everything that he does …
Monday, October 03, 2005
Life is like a box of chocolates ....
Last night, I was zonked to the maximum!!! Too much martinis and wine and I ended up pissed drunk. The good thing was I didn’t wake up with a headache and the bad thing was my baby ain’t here with me when I need him most. This is the worst of the worst in having a distant relationship, he/she will never be around when you need them. Though you are with them in their thoughts, it’s not as comforting as having a good, warm hug when you need it most.
I miss him so much. Can’t wait to see him again this October for my birthday. But I’ve gotta perk myself up for his arrival. I’ve been slacking in appearance and attitude and everything else around me due to the problems that I’m facing. It’s ironic isn’t it that when people are hit by a sudden setback, suddenly the whole world came crashing down on them and then they started to lose focus and neglect everything else around them and just spend time figuring out how to settle their big problem. It never occurred to me that I am one of those people. I neglected those around me, I took it upon myself to settle my issues and I shut everyone out from my life. I was being unfair. Then last night I realized, he loves me and will do anything within his means to help me go through every bit of my problems. Oh! The mean things I’ve said to him – I take it back. So far, he’s the only one who has stood by me (though he’s far) and guided me.
I’m sorry love, I kept getting myself drunk to forget all the problems that I’m facing. I’m a coward, I guess for not being brave enough to face up to reality. I thank you for supporting me all these while and I really treasure what we have.
I miss him so much. Can’t wait to see him again this October for my birthday. But I’ve gotta perk myself up for his arrival. I’ve been slacking in appearance and attitude and everything else around me due to the problems that I’m facing. It’s ironic isn’t it that when people are hit by a sudden setback, suddenly the whole world came crashing down on them and then they started to lose focus and neglect everything else around them and just spend time figuring out how to settle their big problem. It never occurred to me that I am one of those people. I neglected those around me, I took it upon myself to settle my issues and I shut everyone out from my life. I was being unfair. Then last night I realized, he loves me and will do anything within his means to help me go through every bit of my problems. Oh! The mean things I’ve said to him – I take it back. So far, he’s the only one who has stood by me (though he’s far) and guided me.
I’m sorry love, I kept getting myself drunk to forget all the problems that I’m facing. I’m a coward, I guess for not being brave enough to face up to reality. I thank you for supporting me all these while and I really treasure what we have.
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